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Somewhere between silver and tin

There’s a YouTube channel called Clickspring, run by an Australian bloke called Chris who is a machinist: a mechanical engineer with a lathe and a mill and all manner of little tools. I am not a machinist — at school I was fairly inept at what we called CDT, for Craft Design and Technology, and what Americans much more prosaically call “shop class”. My dad was, though, or an engineer at least. Although Chris builds clocks and beautiful brass mechanisms, and my dad built aeroplanes. Heavy engineering. All my engineering is software, which actual engineers don’t think is engineering at all, and most of the time I don’t either.

You can romanticise it: claim that software development isn’t craft, it’s art. And there is a measure of truth in this. It’s like writing, which is the other thing I spend a lot of time doing for money; that’s an art, too.

If you’re doing it right, at least.

Most of the writing that’s done, though, isn’t art. And most of the software development isn’t, either. Or most of the engineering. For every one person creating beauty in prose or code or steel, there are fifty just there doing the job with no emotional investment in what they’re doing at all. Honestly, that’s probably a good thing, and not a complaint. While I might like the theoretical idea of a world where everything is hand made by someone who cares, I don’t think that you should have to care in order to get paid. The people who are paying you don’t care, so you shouldn’t have to either.

It’s nice if you can swing it so you get both, though.

The problem is that it’s not possible to instruct someone to give a damn. You can’t regulate the UK government into giving a damn about people who fled a war to come here to find their dream of being a nurse, you can’t regulate Apple bosses into giving a damn about the open web, you can’t regulate CEOs into giving a damn about their employees or governments about their citizens or landlords about their tenants. That’s not what regulation is for; people who give a damn largely don’t need regulation because they want to do the right thing. They might need a little steering into knowing what the right thing is, but that’s not the same.

No, regulation is there as a reluctant compromise: since you can’t make people care, the best you can do is in some rough and ready fashion make them behave in a similar way to the way they would if they did. Of course, this is why the most insidious kind of response is not an attempt to evade responsibility but an attack on the system of regulation itself. Call judges saboteurs or protesters criminals or insurgents patriots. And why the most heinous betrayal is one done in the name of the very thing you’re destroying. Claim to represent the will of the people while hurting those people. Claim to be defending the law while hiding violence and murder behind a badge. Claim privacy as a shield for surveillance or for exclusion. We all sorta thought that the system could protect us, that those with the power could be trusted to use it at least a little responsibly. And the last year has been one more in a succession of years demonstrating just how wrong that is. This and no other is the root from which a tyrant springs; when he first appears he is a protector.

The worst thing about it is that the urge to protect other people is not only real but the best thing about ourselves. When it’s actually real. Look after others, especially those who need it, and look after yourself, because you’re one of the people who needs it.

Chris from Clickspring polishes things to a high shine using tin, which surprised me. I thought bringing out the beauty in something needed a soft cloth but no, it’s done with metal. Some things, like silver, are basically shiny with almost no effort; there’s a reason people have prized silver things since before we could even write down why, and it’s not just because you could find lumps of it lying around the place with no need to build a smelting furnace. Silver looks good, and makes you look good in turn. Tin is useful, and it helps polish other things to a high shine.

Today’s my 48th birthday. A highly composite number. The ways Torah wisdom is acquired. And somewhere between silver and tin. That sounds OK to me.

I'm currently available for hire, to help you plan, architect, and build new systems, and for technical writing and articles. You can take a look at some projects I've worked on and some of my writing. If you'd like to talk about your upcoming project, do get in touch.

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