Living in a universe of organiezd chaos!

How I deal with this world:

Lone-parent with A dream to fulfil, inspired by four lovely children..I love myself too much! A seemingly egoistic statement but, I have learned to appreciate myself, taught by my experiences in life, learned it upon layers of introspection on how to deal with life as it goes, wherever it takes us, it all comes down to your own damn self. Who else would know you better than yourself. You get annoyed when people say differently. That's the time when you tell them off and at the same time, you'd realise that unless you love yourself love will not help you rise above the banalities of being so frail to human nature. To be humane, you must understand love. To love which is the essence of life in this universe, defines everything, about you, the things and people that surrounds you, then you take hold of that and own up to your world. You get what you want out of your life from within. I say "what" and no one can have the liberty to say something about me as if they know me!

Who get's me grounded:

Two influences. Eastern thoughts and western attributions to my philosophies. We are three as we check each other's bearings as we go along. So, it is never boring. Age is a shared predicament. Death becomes a friend when it tells you to live. Life then, becomes a humbling experience.

I capture moments to share and remind myself of the joys in my life. I appreciate it more and more each day. Time blurs away the ridiculous part of existence. Living is different when you know where to go, by knowing what you want. No one owns your life. It is yours and you can live it freely without any restrictions. When you die, your life is over and if no one remembers you, that sums you up. Be somebody by being just yourself. Nobody knows what lies beyond the after-life.

I was told by my many Rev. Fr.s+++ (and it never changes) to cherish a gift. What do you do about it? Unravel it.