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Posted by GhostWOW - 2 weeks ago


I learned as an artist, that I'm not perfect, but no matter how much I tell myself that I steal believe I suck. I've been doing this for all my life. Drawing, painting, animation, crafting, everything I can just get my hands on. I have a overwelming love for creating thing, but that overwelming love still for some reason doesn't translate to the overwelming love of how much I try. Today I was doing an animation test, and in the middle of it after playing it back, I just cried. I cried because I hated it, it wasn't as good as how I felt it needed to be. I felt I let younger me down, I felt I let others that believe in me down, I felt I let all the animators before me down. Then I just look back at myself, I looked in the mirror and I just looked at my eyes. I just felt bad, I felt bad I was just stressing myself out and compairing myself. Thinking that I needed to be the worlds best animator before I turned the age of 18. I do the things I do because I love them, and that is all that matters.


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yooo, thats awesome!

why awesome? Because you encourage out of passion and not for monetary interest or anything else! I'm worse at animating, and more or less at drawing, but that doesn't mean continuing to practice!

Although sometimes you think that you are the worst, there are people who can support you, and your animations can improve! You can't just give up, if you like it, keep going! Go on! And continue! and you will see that your effort will be worth it!